Let it die. Let there be a new beginning. It’s awful. Goodnight.

THE DEVIL DOESN'T COME DRESSED IN A RED CAPE AND POINTY HORNS,HE COMES AS EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER WISHED FOR.

وأني لأنظرُ في الوُجُود بأسْرِهِ
لأرّى الوجوهٌ فلا أُرى أيّاكِ
قالوا : ويخْلُقُ أربَعِينَ مُشَابِهًا
منْ أربَعِينِكِ لا أريدُ سواكَ

I feel like I'm slowly becoming nothing while trying to be everything at the same time.

a part of me will always wonder why

اللهم إني أعوذ بك من الهم والحزن، والعجز والكسل، والجبن والبخل، وأعوذ بك من غلبة الدين، وقهر الرجال

Some people talk to you in their free time and some people free their time to talk to you.
Make sure you know the difference.