I’m not living. I’m breathing and just trying to make it to tomorrow

I'm just so tired of this. my body is tired, my mind is a mess. I just really want to lay in bed and never get up. I'm just so tired of life.

I gave them everything and look what it did to me. It made me a cold hearted bitch.

“She’s a mess of gorgeous chaos and you can see it in her eyes.”

You can’t just stop hating yourself when you’ve been hating yourself for years. It’s not that easy.

Sometimes it’s my own temper that scares me most.

It’s just me and the 3 apps I keep opening and closing because I don’t have the energy to do anything else

لكنها روحي هذه المرة، روحي هي التي فقدت رغبتها في المحاولة والاستمرار ..!

Saw something that said “if I’m a lot, go find less” and that’s the vibe. Forever.