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I'm okay don't worry about me, I'm just thinking about killing myself :) .

It’s scary how temporary feelings can be. You wake up one day and you’re completely into someone. Accepting them for who they are and can’t wait to talk and spend time with them, then you realize that you can’t. You realize that you have been pushed out of their lives for absolutely no reason. You start thinking that they woke up feeling different than you did, that while you were dreaming about them, they were planing to leave you, even when they have said a billion times that they wouldn’t.
You then start wondering what went wrong and what made them leave. You start questioning every little thing that you did, blaming yourself for the littlest of words, feeling guilty over the smallest of things that upset them. Then, out of nowhere, you gain clarity, and you realize that you did nothing wrong and they simply left because they no longer feel anything towards you. That you are nothing to them.
Then, ironically, you start blaming yourself again for not being good enough.

استغرب الاعمى ملمس حبل المشنقه في حُلمه عندما استيقظ صنع لي نفسة واحدة .

شعرتُ لوهلة أن العالم جميل ، ثم اختفت الوهلة .

Sadness is hugging me again

True af

Let's be friends just like Shawn and Camila

You're dark but i have never loved anything but shadows 🖤

Sometimes you have to try to be okay even though everythings not okay

In the end, everyone leaves.. even if they promised a thousand times that they wouldn’t.

Stay, i need you more than you think.

Always depressed, tryna find a better version of me.

Today my crush hugged me so
tight and said, you're my other part.

I have faith in what i see and i see that you are the one for me.