I think I've been alive too long

Oh great another hour of my life

Awake when I'm supposed to be sleeping
Asleep when I'm supposed to be awake

They saw you smiling , so they'd think that you're happy, they didn't know what you're really feeling.

Be weak enough to know you cannot do everything.

even a fucking monster can't keep living the way I lived.

لا يضع الله فيك شيئ الا وكان فيه خير لك.

" It's ok"
" I'm fine "
" I'm ok with it "

Do you know how hard it is to type these word while eyes full of tears?

Yeah :)

But I’m always try my best for you

Sometimes you just need to have a little hope that can make you alive.

You promised me that you won't break your promises , and then you'd broke me.

هم لا يشكرون الله على ما يملكون وغيرهم يتمنى ما يملكون.

I'll do it
I'll change
I'll start soon
I'll be great
I'll achieve my dreams
I'll stop wasting time
I'll learn from my mistakes
I'll forget shitty people & things

we all have our demons, yes, but what if that’s all there is to me?

‏لا يبهرك كل هذا الثبات.. انت لا ترى مايحصل حين يذهبون لغرف نومهم

ستنهض وتتعثر وتقع مجدداً وتقوم مجدداً وتقع مرة اخرى ولكن لا تكف عن النهوض في كل مرة.

Sorry cause I trusted you.