my only talent is appearing calm and emotionless when in reality i am on the brink of death

maybe I am a terrible person idk

so much has happened this year it feels like i lived 3 years in one.

i’ve literally found all i’ve ever wanted and needed in him

People just make you trust them then they vanish from your life leaving a wound that can’t be healed.

Let’s dance together under the rain.

This feeling doesn’t fade no matter how hard that i try.

It feels lonely that you’re surrounded with all these people but you know that they don’t actually care.

Life is just the iced lake that breaks once you feel like you know finally how to ski.

No one knows what i’m hiding behind that smile.