Every midnight I decide to change my entire life

Every midnight I decide to change my entire life

It’s hard to hear that you don’t love me anymore when i don’t even love myself.

the depression is getting worse the suicidal thoughts are getting worse the memories are getting worse the burnout is getting worse the loneliness is getting worse everything is getting worse

it scares me how temporary everything is.

sleeping is so hard when your mind is full of thoughts

“Tomorrow, you promise yourself, things will be different, yet, tomorrow is too often a repetition of today. And you disappoint yourself again and again”

bro i’m ready to sleep for two months straight

brains say, "I know a spot" and take you to a traumatic memory from 2011

So many mistakes

أتمنى دائمًا أن يلهمني الله القدرة على إفلات كل شيء يؤذيني مهما بلغ تعلقي به.

Getting no message , is also a message.

I miss you when you’re not around.

And when you’re cause i don’t get enough of you.

اللّهم هِجرة

11??

We're all gonna die, we don't get much to say how, or when, But we do get to decide how we're gonna live .
So do it
Decide .
Is this the life you wanna live ?
Is this the person you wanna love ?

Is this the best you can be ?