‏لا تكثرون الإهتمام فالبعض يرآه إزعاج .

“In the end you'll see who's fake, who's true, and who will risk it all for you.” 🖤

الأمر ليس في الناس حولك ، الأمر في الشعور الذي تكنه داخلك ، تساؤولاتك لماذا تشعر بالوحدة وكل هؤلاء حولك!

‏"لا أحدّ يعرف تِلكّ اللّحظة الصغِيرة التىِ ماتت فيهّا روحّك , ولا أحَد يعرف متىَ عادَت ولا كيفّ عادت , لا أحد يعرف لمّاذا تبتسِم بكُل هذا الإتْساع وأنتَ وحدكّ.."

‏"لم أبكي لمجرّد أنه اختفى وحسب، إنما بكيت إدراكًا لثقل المسير بدونه."

Lately i’ve been, i’ve been losing sleep dreaming about the things that we could be.

Is life not enough yet? . We are tired of keeping up.

Me walking through my mind these days :

 drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all

This view.

I wanna be someone's "sit, tell me about your day, i will listen."

it’s hard, because everytime i open up social media all i ever think about is when will you reply to my messages.

You failed again to detect the exact moment of you falling asleep [link]

so if i didn’t text first, we won’t talk ?