where do you go when you feel afraid?

I fucking hate when you leave.

I don't have a life and I want you in it.

Hate myself........

I deserve you trys , try for me.

Eventually you'll end up where you need to be, with who you're meant to be with, and doing what you should be doing

-I wish I didn't have any actions back when I was a kid , maybe I wouldn't have been an introvert / unsocial person , maybe I would've been a normal person , someone can live without fear , without going deeply into some details , without crying because of some stupid reasons , maybe I would've been happy.

We accept what we have because we can't have something else

Don't trust words.
It's bullshit.

I've always been wrong

are you okay? always the same question “i’m fine” always the same lie.

you have no idea how hard it is to pretend all the time

Have you ever asked yourself !
Am I not enough ..!?

4:30am
all i do is Iisten to music and overthink shit.

شعور انك تبي ترقد ومحتاج ترقد لكن مش قادر وعقلك ميوقفش عن التفكير في كل شي فشلت و قاعد فاشل فيه
في كيف انك فاشل في ابسط الحاجات وكل صحابك ناجحين واحسن منك فيهم
في كيف انك معمركش درت حاجه صح وديما تتصرف غلط مهما حاولت
في كيف انك ديما تخلي في الناس تبعد من حولك
في كيف انك تحاول تنجح في اي شيء لكن تفشل فيه قبل حتى ما تبدا
لأنك ببساطه إنسان فاشل و لازم تتقبل وتتعايش مع روحك على هذا الأساس.

Our messages died , why our feeling aren't dead yet ?

I hope you're happy now.🖤