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‏ يحدث أن تترك من تحب خوفاً على قلبه منك . ‏

I hope that this long distance will fade and become a step

Don't take the last spot of light inside me, please.

وأنت الذي لم يعد فيك شيءٌ ملتئِم ، أي صبرٍ هذا الذي أبقاك مُبتسِم .

I’m just physically and mentally tired.

أنا منهك من كل تلك الأشياء التي إنتهت لكنها إستمرت بداخلي!.

My head is fucking killing me

What doesn’t kill U makes you wish it did.

It’s sad but life is full of sudden goodbyes.

Was it my fault that we drifted apart?

Before you give up think about why you held on for so long.

I swear overthinking is gonna be the death of me.

Maybe I was wrong again.

Nevermind , cause you just did .

I never needed you like I do right now, I never hated you like I do right now.

I’m wasting my life for nothing.

Doomed mentally , physically & emotionally

I’m one of those people that can’t let go. If I’ve had fun with you once, I will text you on your birthday for at least the next five years. If we were friends in elementary school and haven’t talked since, I guarantee I still know your mom’s name and your favorite food. My crushes never go away, they just fade. I still tell stories about great times with people I haven’t seen in years. If you turn down my offer to get drinks and catch up ten times, I promise I will still ask an 11th time. If we fight and you block me, I will find a way to check in on you anyway to make sure you’re okay. So if I give up on you, just know that you damn well deserved it.

I'm so fucked up
and I'm hurting the ones who I really love

so I decied to stay away for time 😔
cuz I wont hurt them by my stupid mistakes .

If you really care about someone you work shit out You don't just leave.