Don’t look trough my eyes i don’t want you to see how much i love you and the pain you’ve caused me at the same time i’ll seem pathetic.

"أنا هنا، بعد عام من قطيعتنا
ألا تمدين لي بعد الرجوع يدًا؟
ألا تقولين .. ما أخبارها سُفني؟
أنا المسافر في عينيك دون هُدى
ماذا أصابك ؟ هل وجهي مفاجأة؟
وهل توهمتِ أني لن اعود غدًا ؟
ما لون عينيكِ؟ إني لست أذكره
كأنني قبل لم أعرفهما أبدًا
إني لأبحث في عينيكِ عن قدري
وعن وجودي. ولكن لا أرى أحدًا"

— نزار القباني

اليوم عيد ميلاد الرائع نزار قباني 🖤

It’s all about the ones who came and never left

In the end you’ll see who’s fake, who’s true, and who will risk it all for you.

I make the devil run
I gave them poison, just for fun
I had one friend, now there's none
I make the devil run
I broke so many bones
But none of them were ever my own.

But the other night I had you in my head
Called you on the phone
Want you stealing my time even though I said I wanna be alone
Oh and I should know this could never work
Oh, this could never end well
Know it's only human but I never learn
I want you for myself
I can take the fall, the pain, the pleasure
And you can take it all, for worse, or better
But oh, what if we're wrong?
What if we're not all that we thought?
Then we won't make it along
But hey, I guess that's us

Fact
Your crush will never be yours.

And that’s a fact

you need me, Call me. I don't care if I'm sleeping, having my own problems, or mad at you. I'll always be there for you.