I'm really tired of having feelings.

No one sees how broken you really are.

You’re always haunted by the idea you’re wasting your life.

too sad to cry

so she smiled

In the darkest night my brain says im strong, my heart says im weak.

Emotionally: I’m done.
Mentally: I’m drained.
Spiritually: I’m dead.
Physically: I smile.

I stopped talking about how I feel because I knew that no one cares anyways.

Everyone cares when it's too late.

I felt I had nothing to hold onto and was falling and falling through empty air. I did not know who I was. I felt as if I were paying with my life

‏مرّ وقت طويل مُنذ آخر مرة كانت فيها الأشياء واضحة.

I feel so much mental and physical pain all the time. it likes ...isn't worth it.

I can’t stop I just feel too much.

And the way I feel can't stand it .