Bing sad the whole time and pretending that you’re not is killing you slowly cuz you want someone to feel your pain but you don’t want sympathy.

I hate being with people and talking to them but i do and i hate loving you without loving me back but i do that’s how it works.

I want to run away from everything go somewhere alone where no one will see me crying dying or whatever but i know running away was never the solution.

Mood:

I’ve said it’s fine but i’ve never said that it didn’t hurt.

أكره العِتاب وأظل أُعاتبك كل ليلى مع ظلي المنعكس في المراء .
أكره الغياب وغِيابُك أصبحى أحدى مراسم يومي المتلج.
أكره الإهمال وأهْملتني حتى أهْملتُ نفسي وتلاشيتْ
أكره الرحيل ؛ ورحلتُ حتى بعيداً عني وتناسيتْ
فا بِربك من أخبركَ إني نسيتْ
_وأكره الشفقه؛ جعلتَني أُشفقُ عني ومرةً أقبلني والف مرةِ أشُتُمني .
_لا مرحباً بعد الآن .
"لطفاً ارحل" ♡
_نور بن لامة

No one really feels you, believe me cuz they haven’t been through all your shit.

They blame me for being angry and aggressive but they don’t know that i do that to bush them away and save myself from being hurt again.

You can’t hate someone you’ve loved whatever they do and say you’ll still want them part of your day.

Or maybe worse

Bruh may I cry?

- Yeah, but not too much

- or don't cry, just be sad.

Alright then