The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we've found each other. And maybe each time, we've been forced apart for the same reasons. That means that this goodbye is both a goodbye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude to what will come.โ โNicholas Sparks
even with half a bottle of vodka downed, vision hazy and ears ringing, youโre still the only thing i think about
โSome days, I feel everything at once. Other days, I feel nothing at all. I donโt know whatโs worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.โ
When you donโt like yourself you donโt notice anything. You donโt care about what people think of you. When you hate yourself, whatever people say it doesnโt make sense. โWhy do they like me? Why do they care about me?โ Because you donโt care about yourself at all.
โ โฆunfortunately, we live in a world where if you break your arm, everyone runs over to sign your cast, but if you tell people youโre depressed, everyone runs the other way. Thatโs the stigma. We are so, so, so accepting of any body part breaking down, other than our brains. And thatโs ignorance. Thatโs pure ignorance. And that ignorance has created a world that doesnโt understand depression, that doesnโt understand mental health. โ
Maybe it is true, that people care when itโs too late.
If you break someone and they still wish you the best, youโve lost the greatest thing for you.