Having someone ask you, "Are you okay?" actually causes you to tear up even more when you're trying not to cry

Being ignored by the most special person in your life.
Hurts so much like hell.

I'm a little unsteady💔

‏حسناً هذا يكفي،لقد فشلت في اختبار الحياة،انتهت مهمتي،أين يجب أن أستلقي الآن،حتى الانتحار لم انجح في تأديته.

People break their own hearts with their expectations.

There’s something in my head making everything worse.

و ستظل معتقداً انك بخير، حتى تجد نفسك مستيقظاً في الخامسة صباحاً تفكر في كل شيء و اللا شيء في الوقت نفسه.

The only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the things that don't change; when everybody else does.

Still hurting from the words you said .

لم أتمنى يوماً ان اكون ذلك الصديق البائس الصامت الممل الذي اصبحته الان لكنني متعب من تلك الحياة و شرود ذهني قد فاق وجودي معكم.

Don't ever let them see. It's always been a mistake and hurt you.

and you were my sun, my moon, my earth, but I wasn’t even a star in your night sky.