I loved you more than i should

Am I that easy to forget?

أرجوك لا تتوقع مني أن أكون دوماً جيداً وطيباً ومُحباً ، هناك أيام سأكون فيها بارداً ، شارد الذهن ، صعب الفهم.

“In the light you will see my face, in the darkness you will see the devil who is in me"

Maybe I'd always been broken and dark inside.

"People say never give up, but sometimes giving up is the best option because you realize you're just wasting your time."

Just as always I'll keep this shit inside my chest...

I'm starting to lose myself again , ‏things are starting to let go off me.

‏ومن سيفهم الضجيّج الذي بداخلك وانت بأتم هُدوئك؟.

I am no longer a good person and I am not the right person for anyone.

‏النّوم هو الوسيلة الوحيدة للإستسلام من كل شي حولك ولكن اين المفر عندما ينهشك الارق ...

That awkward moment when you think you're important to someone, and you're not.

The scars you can’t see
are the hardest to heal.

‏كأنها تحاولُ إنقاذ شيء ما عِندما تبتسم💙

And I really wish that you could help
But my head is like a carousel
And I'm going round in circles

And I guess you never know
All the bullshit that you put me through

I'm tired of trying to make it normal but it isn't normal anymore

I hope my soul reconnects with my body soon
I hope to feel things again

‏في الحقيقة، لحظات اكتئابنا، ضعفنا، سقطاتنا ،هي المضيئة داخلنا، هي أكثر مانتذكره جيدًا.

why do I always have so much in my head