Missing u is the hardest thing I've got to deal with everyday

I'm trying not to cry, they told me to stay strong

But I'm not, not anymore, I'm just tired and i need u so fucking bad

"The demons in my head are trying to kill me"

i’m destroyed, i fucking hate myself

"I wish I had an answer to why I'm this stupid"

I don't think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on in your head when you don't even understand it yourself

So sick of going through the same shit over and over again

Smile for a moment then these questions startin' to fill my head, not again!

I push away the people that I love the most, why?
I don't want no one to know I'm vulnerable, why?
That makes me feel weak and so uncomfortable, why?
Stop askin' me questions, I just wanna feel alive

Yes, sometimes I want to be alone. But you know what? I don't want to feel alone.

It's okay to be alone at least i've got movies they'll steal my time from no one .

When you leave your phone the whole day without chaking out then you're the loneliest one on earth .

There's no "necessary" everyone have a choice and they do what they want & just keep blaming the situation.

Sleeping ain't help u cuz you'll dream about what you're afraid of or whats driving you mad .