My heart broke. I moved out of home and into the city and I made new friends and I started to realize that no-one is just good or bad, that everyone is both. I started to discover in a profound, scary, blood-aching way who I was when I was alone, what I did when I did things only for myself. I was reckless and graceless and terrifying and tender. I threw sprawling parties and sat in restaurants until the early hours, learning what it’s like to be an adult, even talking like one sometimes, until I caught myself. All I wanted to do was dance. I whispered into ears and let my eyes blaze on high and for the first time I felt this intimate, empire-sized inner power.
— Lorde, A Note from the Desk of a Newborn Adult
— Lorde, A Note from the Desk of a Newborn Adult
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human beings are so unserious like where did “the jews are secretly reptiles” even come from? what did they smoke to come up with this, I seriously wonder.
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geunyang.
gonna be fr with y’all, خانواده ایرانی رو بکشی آخرش باز خانواده ایرانین.
I realized this years ago when I thought my aunt is super chill and cool and I can come out to her and she was like noooo you’re not like that… you’re not like #them…
this woman had literally seen half of europe and worked w foreigners all her life lmao.
this woman had literally seen half of europe and worked w foreigners all her life lmao.
geunyang.
who missed me
im sooo loved 🥰
anyways my sickness is a bit better but i think i need a therapy appt soon… the mental illness is mental illnessing
anyways my sickness is a bit better but i think i need a therapy appt soon… the mental illness is mental illnessing
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remember when mitski said “SOMEBODY KISS ME IM GOING CRAZY”? yeah she gets it
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the urge to just feel the warmth of another human’s body… just the slightest touch to feel materialized
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does anyone else feels like they’re lying to everybody every day or is it just me
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y’all ever spend time with people who just don’t have the same mental illness as you and you realize how fundamentally different your viewpoint of life is
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geunyang.
woke up from a nightmare featuring ao3, flying chairs and twitter dot com
kh****ei was obviously there too
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im gonna be real with yall… watching the UN thing live is the most boring thing you could force me to do
geunyang.
im gonna be real with yall… watching the UN thing live is the most boring thing you could force me to do
a bunch of useless stupid politicians sitting around talking about “peace” and “hope” while they either dgaf or secretly want the regime to stay so they can exploit it further
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Forwarded from pathétique
I drink to the house, already destroyed,
And my whole life, too awful to tell,
To the loneliness we together enjoyed,
I drink to you as well,
To the eyes with deadly cold imbued,
To the lips that betrayed me with a lie,
To the world for being cruel and rude,
To God who didn't save us, or try.
— ‘The Last Toast’ by Anna Akhmatova tr. Lyn Coffin
And my whole life, too awful to tell,
To the loneliness we together enjoyed,
I drink to you as well,
To the eyes with deadly cold imbued,
To the lips that betrayed me with a lie,
To the world for being cruel and rude,
To God who didn't save us, or try.
— ‘The Last Toast’ by Anna Akhmatova tr. Lyn Coffin
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if no one got me i know the turkish song i heard in a soap thats 40 years old got me
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