social media has made being likeable too much of a virtue. most of my irl friends either hated me or were scared of me before we got closer because they didn’t know me! and thats the same with followers/mutuals on social media. they still don’t know YOU. their approval or disapproval is kinda meaningless if you think about it lmao.
whenever someone tells me they love me i get choked up so badly i wanna cry and i have no response like i feel like such an inherent guilt that i feel unworthy of this love. i love these ppl so much and i have no words to express it or even respond to it.
it’s so stupid being alive. its like genuinely so pointless like whos rules am i living by? why?
geunyang.
it’s so stupid being alive. its like genuinely so pointless like whos rules am i living by? why?
even if you are religious theres no reason for you to answer to a group of professors in college. you’re not gonna not go to heaven if you don’t live by those rules. even god would frown upon all these rules i’m just saying
geunyang.
having a mental breakdown luv
when will i reach peace and normalcy when is it MY TURN
my friend from england is all like we should look for programs u can apply to and get out of iran how do i explain i cant even afford a plane ticket in this economy like how do u explain how miserable u are to a a person born and raised in fucking united kingdom
as if i dont have enough shit to deal with i have to think about طرح صیانت too like be serious
anybody summarized what the hell was foucault talking about in history of sexuality
geunyang.
doja cat is pushing 30 and having beef w/ a 17 yo im crying 😭
it’s embarrassing enough that she dmed this teenager she doesn’t even know (“he cant be older than 21”) but calling him snake and saying its a “power play” 😭😭 he does tiktok dances please be serious
this is the universe and you still find me being obsessive about who likes me and who doesn’t