everything i love is like sand in my hands

i wonder if armand de nothing is having a good day today

I feel so fucking horrible about how poor we all are in this godforsaken country. We’re all so fucking poor man

based on the latest research the top 10% of the country own 63% of the capital in iran. this is such a staggering number. add to it the fact that women’s involvement in workforce is only 7%. It’s unbearable to think about

and what is the population’s answer to this mess? a hallucinatory retvrn to the “golden” years of monarchy. men and women living in filth begging for loyalty to come back and save them with living in palaces and having jewels worth more than their entire lives. this fucking fascist nightmare we live in….

it makes me wanna cry everytime I see poor people scammed by “cheap” online shops. I want to scream my head off. These people just wanted to get something cheaper than the usual 2 million they have to pay and you’ve stolen from them like you should all die.

just watched three movies back to back to make myself feel something

I want to find a source of inner peace so bad but I’m really just fucking angry all the time

need to experience this soon

did the people inventing liberal democracy knew the iranian diaspora with a humiliation fetish will also be there to vote for the most disgusting, vile and stupid bully they can find?

really hard to reckon with a change in yourself, some integral part of me feels dead and I’m not sure anything new is going to be born out of it

how it feels these days

my good friend sasuke

almost feeling nothing but some dull sort of excitement over your sitcom characters getting fucked over and the book you can read once you’re in bed is okay right? like in the grand scheme of things I think my isolation capsules pretty nice

watching excessive tv is always a sign of horrible mental state for me

“He wished he were as brave as Idabel; he wished he had a brother, sister, somebody; he wished he were dead.”

— Truman Capote, Other Voices, Other Rooms

reading more than the entirety of 2025 in the last 20 days of december

the culture took a blow when truman capote died and no gay person has filled that hole since

who else is doing this for us now