it's so stupid cause i love myself soooo much it's just thru the eyes of others that i start to dislike what i see

i want to fucking kill myself

wow i’m so glad this isn’t twitter and i don’t have to censor words and shake in fear like wtf is up with that app

top 10 moments before making the worst decision in life

i miss my friends. i miss having the capacity to actually have conversations and not fucking want to punch myself repeatedly over everything i say.

i need a girlfriend

I hate when you change outside of your old friends and you can’t really do anything and the concept of re-introducing yourself to people you know and love is insane like I don’t want this. I really don’t.

me anywhere: what if people see it in my face that i don't belong here?

LMFAOOOOOOOO

tw// ed

i be like “i dont have an eating disorder” then forget to eat then get excited about weighing myself

im always so cold and i dont mean that in a poetic way im fr freezing

resellers are the scum of earth

gender is a social construct does Not mean gender isn’t “real”. our society is built on social constructs and the fact that we can re-contextualize what they mean and how we react to them is what makes it GOOD. it is absolutely a “real” thing, its our reality and i will tell you essentialism and basing your entire world view, specially what’s real and what’s not on just physical attributes is much more transphobic and damaging.

guys i’m so sorry if i started anything i did not mean to at all 😭 just putting this as fyi :
if i have a serious criticism and problem w one specific thing i’ll always make sure to include the message i’m criticizing and word myself more properly, maybe add a bit of sources/further readings or second opinions. when its too vague its just my brain getting overstimulated and i need to rant somewhere. i understand seeing those msgs and feeling weird and like targeted thats totally on me for wording it badly and sounding like a mean girl jdjdjdjffj but yeah, don’t overthink this channel’s messages cause i promise you they’re not malicious most of the time

like i didn’t even think big channels will forward this one or i would’ve linked philosophytube’s video on social constructs too bcs she explained it much better than me
also terribly sorry for the telegram activist line that was just me being annoying

im the girl w the sick savior complex

anyways