you move to california but its just a state of mind, turns out everywhere you go you take yourself thats not a lie

getting really into 20th century abstract art movement

thank god for slow as hell folk songs

so theres this life i havent lived....

björk is so good when you don’t have a loser in your ear talking about pretentiousness

I am so scared that one day I will wake up and the life I have made with all I had will be gone and out of reach again

I often forget how much this means to me, how hard I’ve fought myself and the world for it, for something that comes naturally to people, for something that doesn’t mean much to people. it’s never been easy for me and I don’t want to lose it or have to start over. I’m scared of my own destructible self sabotaging tendencies

god I hate noticing the patterns it literally ruins my day

sleeping at 10 pm because life is lowkey meaningless

the concept of every director making movies for the oscars and every musician putting out an album in hopes for a grammy… bleak bleak world that ppl have normalized

taylor swift w her billion awards still crying in that documentary for another grammy nom is genuinely one of the most anti art and pathetic moves I’ve ever seen someone pull. “I just need to make a better record” is not a show of humility, it’s bullshit

the subway smells good today, what’s up with that

fuck this stupid fucking weather and its indecisive ass

overexplaining is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off

I think it’s lovely how much I care about people who don’t really give a shit if I live or die

my newest observation is that there’s something vulturine about most translators, specially the more creative type

bache irooni always losing the game well what did you expect

I can’t get you off my mind, I can’t get you off in general

me and oomfs

this historical link up

becoming normal is like my no.1 ambition in life