this happened to me in the early stages of my teenage-hood. the way my ‘friend’ who was older treated me has forever changed my brain. but if i say i fucking hate her and hope she dies i’m the bad guy. i hope bad things keeps happening to her and i hope everything nice in her life is temporary. i do not care about peace and forgiveness cause forgiveness isn’t going to fix my brain, she fucked up my brain. i hope she rots in hell and forever at that too.

i keep trying to move on and i do, and i’m proud of myself for whatever i’ve done but i swear to god i can never forgive and forget this one. it’s like asking someone to forgive a guy who looked into their eyes and cut off their leg. it’s not a nice weight i have to carry but it’s impossible to leave the weight behind.

this is why i don’t hang out with minors even though i’m not even 20 yet, i could have such a big influence over the life of a young impressionable kid and i can’t live with that. on my twitter and etc, i always distance myself from people under 17, even under 18. i’m an adult, i can curate my digital space and i will.

also i hope all the women who engage and laugh uncritically at this shit find the light one day cause y’all are embarrassing all of us every day. like every damn day i see a girl coming online to defend a nasty guy’s objectively wrong opinion and it’s getting hard to ignore. also grown ass man using “:)))” passive aggressively, jesus send the flood immediately.

there’s a channel on this app w like around 4k members and i know most of them are women (women who willingly send this man naked photos of themselves btw 😟) and he has never made one single good point about anything. idgaf you’re studying med in a 4th tier university, use empathy for one day.

thank god for the lovely gift of being a hater on the internet.

pleek i just remembered this hot take

it's so stupid cause i love myself soooo much it's just thru the eyes of others that i start to dislike what i see

i want to fucking kill myself

wow i’m so glad this isn’t twitter and i don’t have to censor words and shake in fear like wtf is up with that app

top 10 moments before making the worst decision in life

i miss my friends. i miss having the capacity to actually have conversations and not fucking want to punch myself repeatedly over everything i say.

i need a girlfriend

I hate when you change outside of your old friends and you can’t really do anything and the concept of re-introducing yourself to people you know and love is insane like I don’t want this. I really don’t.

me anywhere: what if people see it in my face that i don't belong here?