I DON’T WANT YOUR PITY I JUST WANT SOMEONE NEAR ME GUESS I’M A COWARD!

I’VE BEEN BIG AND SMALL AND BIG AND SMALL AGAIN AND BIG AND SMALL AGAIN AND STILL NOBODY WANTS ME

hm. still not hopeless. i wonder why that is.

one of these days im gonna off myself ngl

need to find a way out that isn’t through

been streaming megan thee stallion for an hour now

man fuck this kafkaesque lynchian faggot life

i want to erase my whole life and scrub my skin clean and smell of nothing and be devoid of any history and any future

unfortunately can’t stop thinking of “I’m not queer. I’m disembodied.”

a genuinely bad movie that’s rewatchable is 100 times better than a mediocre movie that’s boring

and remember, you can never go back home no matter how much you want to

I HAVEN’T GIVEN YOU WHAT YOU NEED. YOU WANTED ME BUT COULDN’T REACH ME! I’M SORRY IT SHOULD’VE BEEN ME!

if any of you are interested in dating me please visit me in my dreams tonight, thank you

these oscar nominations… the industrys over

seeing the elder queers in thailand finally marrying e/o after decades… i love you gay people

i need to see the monkey robbie williams movie so fucking bad

i had a strange romantic dream last night was that any of you guys’ doing

we are in a serious drought of singer-songwriters who can compose too

we need fiona apple back

my loves