I love photography like this, I love when the photographer lets the subject know that he’s there, he’s shooting and saving but the subjects still decide to show their vulnerability, their love. I believe it to be more meaningful than street photography where the people aren’t aware of being watched, it’s amazing what we still share even when we know it’s going to get out. I think it says so much about us, about humanity. It tells me that we love love and we can’t wait to share love and show love and be in love. That it’s all for love.

I have an emotional bond with Kim Tae-ri.

I read about you once, you like your tea with a bit if lemon zest. You said it makes it taste just as bitter as coffee but better. I don’t really get it but I guess I can live with not getting some things. What I read about you was small, so minuscule that I keep forgetting and making stuff up as I go. I don’t remember what you said about cows, did you not eat meat because you hate their guts or love them? I remember there were strong feelings involved. I miss you so much.

When I was younger, I was taught to repeat some lines a few times to remember its meaning. This is my homework.
you don’t love me,
you never loved me,
you don’t want to love me.
you don’t want me,
you never wanted me,
you don’t want to want me.
I shouldn’t love you,
I should’ve never loved you,
I shouldn’t want to love you.
I shouldn’t want you,
I should’ve never wanted you,
but I need you.

things I would like to do eventually, by the end of ‘21 :
1- Read Capital
but reading capital isn’t just reading an old text, I want to understand and analyze it. I don’t want no random guy to dictate to me. So reading Capital means I have to understand economy.
2- Get my Driver’s License
literally just because I would have to drive someone to a hospital or sumn. Always be safe kids.
3- Read more magazines
4- Save Money
5- Re-Learn how to ride a bike
6- Learn bird watching
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now these r simply wishes, no pressure :
Oil Painting
continue Pottery
open a shop
aaaand learn swimming because you might,,,drown sweetie.

taylor releasing 1989 next,,, i know that’s right!

I am going insane, slowly but surely.

when does grief turn to anger, and when will i stop carrying it?

this picture sparks joy to me

i have not seen ‘nomadland’ yet, i do think the premise is admirable though. but this picture gives me such a raw look into an artist that makes me re-think cinema’s current state. she is a woman, she is a Chinese woman but she’s an artist. she’s a director and none of these contradict each other. her body and face hasn’t become a place for advertisement just as his films (from what i’ve seen) aren’t. i am pretty vocal person about activism in art but sometimes, women just existing has a more powerful message to give than a sparkly advertisement for empowerment.
all of that aside, i hope to see more amazing female filmmakers in the coming years. make agnès proud ladies!!

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I love myself I hate myself I wanna die right now I need to live forever I have many plans I have no idea what I’m doing I’m 80 years old I’m 8 years old I’m 18 years old I’m tired I’m just getting started I hate everyone I am full of love I wanna scream I am laughing I can not-

ur studying to get a degree i’m studying to meet a lesbian in college and finally get a gf, we r not the same