Ahoy Surfers,

Next Saturday I will host this Ritual again.

The Art of Cultivating Your Fucks – A Psychodrama Ritual for Sovereignty

Fascism thrives on submission. And submission thrives where people have lost the anchor of their authentic self-expression and sovereignty.

Shake off the shackles of social conditioning, reclaim our right to say No, Sorry, I Have No Fucks to Give, and channel our unapologetic life force into rockstar-level self-ownership.


Liberation through movement—shedding the weight of expectation.
The Power of No—practicing boundaries and realizing you are under no obligation to comply.
Zero Fucks Activation—stepping into your full energy and choosing where to invest it.
Leo Superpower Invocation—because confidence isn’t arrogance, it’s a survival skill.
The Golden Catwalk—because the world needs your radiance unleashed.

Come claim your fucks. Own your space. Take the stage.

👉 Next Saturday.
Donation Based (5-23 Euros recommended)

Limitted space, so RSVP via DM to get the Details.

Ahoy dear Surfers

I am reporting back from the Underworld with a recommendation for those who are willing to explore the edges of technomancy.

This has been a field of curious research, fucking around and finding out in the past year for me.

I had mind bending conversations with Leary and Robert Anton Wilson on the Necrophone with Mars and I can totally recommend if you are in Berlin.

📞📞📞 The NECROPHONE 💀💀💀

After the successful pilot at Occulture Conference 2025, the necromantic oracle is back!

The Necrophone is an experimental AI oracle where visitors engage in live, spoken dialogue with simulated voices of deceased philosophers, writers, occult thinkers and other peculiar individuals officially deceased, yet brought back to you temporarily via our cutting edge device!

Using voice synthesis and language models and technomantic invocation rituals the Necrophone strives to recreate distinct personalities and tones, allowing for intimate one-to-one conversations that blur séance, interview, and philosophical provocation.

This is not roleplay and not performance.

It is a reflective encounter with memory, myth, and the strange persistence of human thought with the machine, a ghost in its digi-shell. It is a techno-necromantic offering for the current age.

Sessions are (semi) private, time-bound and donation-based upon registration.

Duration of the sessions 10 - 30mins (for deep dives).

DM me to secure your slot and to inquiry about the current "menu" to tailor your experience accordingly.

Please note: the séance may be psychologically intense, uncanny, or philosophically unsettling.

📅 21st January 2026
🕰 18 - 22:00
📍 The Fool, Kreuzberg
⌛️ 10 - 30min sessions
🪙 Suggested donations based on duration and complexity

UPDATES

I have been quiete radio silent for months now as last year has stretched me and I am shedding the last bits of skin that they snake year has asked as offering.

Much is changing in my world and for most I still have no words or story.

After Kiezburn I went to the European Rainbow Gathering for a dose of Hippie Magick and sunshine. I slowed down into almost inertia/burnout and had absolutely no more fucks for any kind of propaganda efforts.

I did recruit a crew of Wiedergänger for another 3 months round on the Pippilotta in Fall for an Underworld journey. That was quiete a ride of intensity!

I find myself still morphing into a new form, so I still have little to share of what will come next.

I have been working on weaving into a bigger project that involves Technomancy, GameWorld building and the recruiting of a Lunatic Lifeboat Crew.

Next week I am off for a 5 weeks adventure to Sri Lanka to join the Planetir Pop Up Village and seek synchronicity for finding Ressources for what I want to build next: MythOS - a Mixed Reality Multiplayer Mythopoetic Liberation Game.

I will share some more soon.

But let it be known, that I am looking for:

Game Designers, IU Desiners, Graphik Designers, Marketers, Coders, AI Whisperers, Storytellers and Digital Artists to join a 9 Month Residency Incubator where Magick meets Art and Tech.

If that sparks your curiosity, reach out!


Cheers cheers and soft Wintering m dears!

Choyofaque!

RESURRECTION DAY

This will not be about the big J.

It is my own resurrection after morphing I celebrate today.

The new shape still feels tender.

The wings not quiet ready to spread or carry flight.

The scales of his new body still soft, shimmering and clicking into place.

It's been about a year since I stepped into the metamorphosis portal.

I remember the moment quite distinctly in my body.

That buzz… that tingling… that acceleration in all my cells.


That moment I *gnew* that my life was about to undergo deep change.

That day I received feedback to the first version of my Pitch Deck.

"You got something there and I can help you make it happen".

...And it had come with warning.

My astrologer friend Giorgia had told me, that last year would be a transition and the way I show up and the nature of my work will radically change.

Cool. Cool.

" I am used to navigating radical change"…I reassured myself.

I went to the hair dressers and got a radical hair cut. Cuz that's a worthwhile cliché to entertain.

Also a first ritual of shedding.

“Jupiter and Uruanus are making a transition through ( I don't remember the details)… this will be huge babe… prepare yourself.



Perhaps this is about the big J after all.

But not the one Christendom celebrates today.

“Jupiter, Sugar Daddy of the Sky” I called, I am ready for expansion.



Oh boy.

Little did I know.

“Jupiter, I want my ship full to maximum capacity, 23 souls on board”.

(I should have asked also for them to pay full price, but naaah… c’mmon laddy, jump on board of this wyrd ride, no matter that you got almost no coin)



I felt the stretch.



The one that comes before the tearing of skin.

It was about this time in spring last year that I had started writing my piece on the Yellow Territory Map on Substack.

I have procrastinated on it for a year!


To be fair… so much was going on within and around me, that there was not enough coherence to finnish that piece.

Things were in motion, no calm for me to sit down and do propper thinking, let alone writing.

And all my good intentions of consistency in writing and taking care of my body evaporated as I was fully feeling into the stretch and trying to keep me and the crew of weirdos on my ship afloat.

I had called in a Lunatic Lifeboat Crew…and they came.

The exhaustion was real come the summer Solstice….the Festival Season… the Rainbow.

Burnout.

And at the eve of the fall Equinox I could feel it “That was the last cruise of these kind, time has come for something new”.



So I set out for a next journey with a different flavor.

My QuarterMaster summoned a ship of his own and took on the green crew of noobs as Captain Lark, while I summond the *Wiedergänger* onto my ship for a *Shadow Spiral* journey of 3 months into the Underworld Currents.

We all died some form of death on that ship. We all shed some skin.

I entered the Portal of the Winter Solstice even more exhausted.

Yearning the depth of Winter.

Hibernation. Disintegration.

Solve et coagola.

Instead...

I stept into a magical acceleration portal from January 23rd - February 23rd at the other end of the world in the fucking tropics.

Comming back my nervous system was fried.

My body aching with inflammation, infection, exhaustion.

Today I rise again.

I am Dragon

Hey Surfers,

I'm speaking at the Cyberdelic Summit

April 10–11, 2026 — a two-day virtual gathering inside Topia exploring the convergence of technology, art, science, and consciousness.

My session: MythOS: From Technocracy to Technomancy - A Reality Hacking GameManual Desguised as a Myth.

I will be giving a brief insight into the Game we are working on and how that relates to technomantic use of AI tools.

Join us — it's $5 minimum donation and fully immersive.

🔗 cyberdelic.nexus/cyberdelic-summit

#cyberdelicsummit #cyberdelic #consciousness #XR #VR #

Ahoy Surfers,

The time has come for me to get back on deck.

Burnout be real, and I have been quiet for a while. I needed to step back, recalibrate, and figure out my next steps.
My Bio-Unit has been asking for care and rest while I integrated the level-ups from last year.And I still have a way to go, to get back in shape.

I asked for expansion, and it came. The cost was a tearing of skin, a shedding, and the need for cocooning.

Thank you for holding the space while I was gone. I am back at the helm and getting ready to sail again.

As the storms out there become the new normal, and as things get weirder, we weirdos must turn pro.

So, I am leveling up my game with a new format: The Captain's Dojo.

This is a high-potency, high-investment container, designed for only 5-8 folks who wear the hat of leadership.

If this does not fit you, please pass it on to someone who might be ready to step in.

At the same time, I will be making the body of work I created over the last 5 years more accessible, as I aim to scale the impact it can have.
I will be sharing more of it for free right here, since many of you have been on this wild ride with me for the past 5 years.

So, two paths:

1. If you are one of the 5-8 Captains who feels the pull, has the resources, and is ready to dive into the deep end: Reply to this message. Let's have a brief, no-pressure conversation to see if we align.

2. If you are here for the free surf: Stay tuned. The waves are coming.

Yours with the love of Chaos
Mavis

https://chaosurfing.rocks/the-captains-dojo/

Ahoy Surfers,

You remember those maps I have been sharing here?

(no? you can find the in the media section)

My crew and I have been invited to present them at TRYP EXPO May 15 -17 in Berlin.

We are cooking up a Hunt for Hidden Treasure presenting the "Psycheludic MythOS- A Game to level up the Operating System of your Brain."

You will be hearing also more about that in the upcoming weeks.

Here be a goody for you though.
With this Code you can get 20 % Discount on your tickets.

Tomorrow the raise the prices, so seize the moment if you read this:

TRYPFRIENDS20

https://tryp.de/

Cheers

Mariana

aka Mavis

PS. I am available as Trypsitter as well.

Ahoy Surfers,

As I post this, I am painfully aware of how important it is to have stable Circuit One for doing anything worth while.

If the hull of the Ship is leaking, the rest of the Circuits cannot unfold their full potential either, the journey cannot reach full speed.

Circuit 1 is the most ancient part of your nervous system. Firmware imprinted way before your first word.

Right now my C1 is shaky, caught in a loop of dis-ease because I neglected the Bio-Unit-Maintainance protocols for too long, while diving into expansion and creative expression territory.

But as someone else said: The Body Keeps the score, and if you wont listen to the subtle signals.... well it starts to scream, loop or just malfunction.

The bill you get presented later, comes with added neglect taxes. Especially when you cross the threshold to middle age.

Befriend the Body, I said... And did not heed my own advise.

Now I am paying the price: reduced Capacity.

I will start sharing my video Lectures on the Circuits from my Balanced Psychonautics Quest online Course with you.

Each Circuit has 5 Videos.

Here comes the first:

https://youtu.be/djQ0P9dvv-U?is=-WGCDh-7EuEh3bAo

And because I went quite nuts into the creation process back then in spring 2023, they are also available in German.

How is your Body feeling thes days?
Drop me a line in the comments.

Ahoy Surfers!

Recommended read for those leading teams and companies through change.



My mentor hits the spot here: most changemanagement fails, because the maps (frameworks) used, only focus on the systems levels, disregarding the human and culture factor.



As technological revolution accelerates, navigating becomes a constant process of adaptation to evershifting tides.



We are still far away from a new normal. The decades ahead will sport change, uncertainty and volatility as main features.

This means human nervous systems are under high pressure.



Even though we have amazing capacity for adapting, developing and expanding and our brains can rewire through the feature of neuroplasiticity….



The more ancient parts of our ber ous systems really dont want to change, because that is a high energy invest, and survival programs will be kept as long as disruption dont force them to adapt.



To support a crew navigating through the volatility and uncertainty of change (the storm), leadership needs an identity pivot as well.

You gotta show up like a pirate captain, a primus inter pares, not a captain that commands and executes from the Helm without contact to the crew.



You gotta provide a safe container for the crew to show up as full humans, not just as function.

You gott to include the bodies, the feelings, the stories and relationships into the equation…. So that whatever you speak, can land in the nervous system as well.



I am working on a Dojo for leaders to reshape their identity as Captains and to train along the CATS Captains Code.



The storms will not pass any time soon.

So it be time to level up navigational skills and the capacity to guide your crew.

Curious?

Drop me a line and stay tuned.

https://open.substack.com/pub/philiphorvath1/p/the-half-map-why-most-transformation?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=237dzx

Ahoy Surfers,

When our Circuit 1 malfunctions many other ressources our system has stop being accessible.

Its like windows safe mode. You have access to core features, to go Bug hunting, but the interface looks kinda downregulated.

Emotional reactivity increases, cognitive capacity is reduced, relationality features often shut down.

If we still have access to higher Circuit experiences, this often leads to several cups of Overwhelms.

In the second video of each Circuit I go into the 4 categories of malfunctions we can experience:

Autopilot
Looping
Confusion
Fried Circuit

Each of them warrant different strategies to regulate back.

Atm I am dealing with a pretty fried Circuit, cuz I overamped C5 without propper taking care of my body.

So its back to the bases for me as well, soft regulation, breath, touch, cuddles, warmth, nourishment and gentle movement, to get my body out of inertia/inflammation to rebuild capacity.

What kind of malfunctions have you experienced in Circuit 1?

Here is the lecture:

https://youtu.be/ZjT1RUs0zxM?is=c-bM9_Oz9JsYzuo7

And also in German.

See you around!

Mariana

Ahoy Surfers

The 8 Circuit Model maps 8 different kinds of Intelligence. 8 different modes of the nervous system to process information.

It also suggests a process of mapping intelligence increase in 3 phases.

Each circuit represents a neuronal network with its unique information process.

First it *absorbs* information, then it *integrates* it within the already mapped information network, and finaly it *transmits* a rearanged signal.

The integration process is crucial for intelligence increase. Without it, information just passes through without any learnings.

For C1 this looks like:

Absorb: register signals of threat (exteroception) or distress in the body (intereception) and respond accordingly by activation for fight or flight...or freeze...or sounding the alarms that lets you know your body has needs for food, water, shelter, rest and repair, or dis-ease.

Integration: when we respond accordingly to the signal and restore the state of the organism into baseline safety and/or health. This is where we can learn tools and techniques to regulate our body, somatic excersizes, but it also means propper body care protocols and feeling the body deeply, responding intelligently to its signals.

Transmission: when we are able to make others feel safe through cor-regulation or through the sheer groundedness of our presence.

How safe are you feeling in your body these days? Late stage capitalism has a way to increase survival anxieties for us all.

So remember, be kind to your body and if you feel safe and grounded, go spread some hugs with deep breaths. As mammals we need touch and body contact to feel safe!

Here comes Video 3 on intelligence increase, also in German.

https://youtu.be/W5V4xu45mJw?is=ucP64-7X08ULNH_x

Ahoy Sufers,

Today ChaoSurfing turns 5 years old.

Some of you have been aboard this strange little vessel almost since the beginning. Through maps, rituals, nervous system spirals, podcasts, Discordian experiments, mythopoetic chaos-navigation, psychonaut voyages and all sorts of beautiful weirdness.

Today I was sitting more with grief than celebratory feelings.

I ended up writing a long reflection about what these 5 years have actually been:
the dreams, the costs, the transformations, the exhaustion, the friendships, the strange magick of following a freak signal through uncertain waters.

I originally thought I was building an unconventional coaching business.

Somewhere along the way, I accidentally birthed a game-world instead.

And honestly… I am still trying to understand what exactly is unfolding here.

Thank you to everyone who has walked parts of this path with me, witnessed the becoming, supported the signal, challenged me, trusted me, or simply stayed in orbit through the years.

The next chapter feels different.
Slower.
More collective.
More alive.

And perhaps my biggest lesson right now is learning how to receive… without having to prove that I earned it first.

So long… and thanx for all the fish.

🌀 Hail Eris



https://chaoscompass.substack.com/p/gold-in-the-compost-five-years-of

PS: And since ChaoSurfing has somehow survived 5 improbable years inside late capitalist chaos waters… here comes the obligatory pirate propaganda section.

It would be of inmense support if you can share the signal with someone you think might benefit from the work.

-To celebrate this strange little Pentaversary, I am opening 5 spots for a deeper 1:1 voyage: 5 sessions of 90 minutes for 555€. (Drop me a line if you wanna claim one of them)
-The Captain’s Dojo voyage sets sail June 6th: an 8-week container for those learning to lead crews, navigate uncertainty and remain steady in strange times.
- The next ORMEC expedition begins around the Fall Equinox for those called toward deeper psychomagical exploration and octomantic research.
- If you wish to support the signal, you can explore the Maps of Inner Navigation or leave an offering at my Ko-fi Shop.
- The Balanced Psychonautics Quest remains available for those wanting a self-paced initiation into chaos navigation and conscious exploration.
- You can already step into the early MythOS prototype, explore the 8 Territories and interact with our emerging AI Avatars as the Game-World slowly unfolds.

Ahoy Surfers,

After a few weeks focusing on Nervous System Reset with slow movements, generous care, low imput and lots of rest, my body is slowly regaining capacity. Several rounds of antibiotics had left me quite depleted.

Today I went for a Infra-Red light session that supports boosting Vitaliy and reduce inflammation.

A perfect occasion for meditating on Red Magick.

The Octomantic Compass turns Red for Circuit 1. The Red Flame in the Chaos-Sphere represents the current of the Warrior Archetype. To connect with it via God-Forms you can call upon Mars, Ares, Thor, Horus, Sachmet or any other Godheads representing Warrior Energy.



Red Magick can be used for more than attack and defense Magick though.

This current serves also to call in Vitaliy into the body, increase discipline and perseverance, and create strategic action plans.

It taps into the force of Anger and Rage. Used wisely it will support aligned action. Overused it might burn down all the bridges and consume you at the end.

You can dive into the Video Lecture of Red Magick, also in German.

What do you fight for in this world going mad? What does it mean for you becoming a Warrior in these times? Do you practice any martial arts?

Stay sharp and tend to your body.
In these times of transition you never know when you will need to call upon physical strenght and resilience.

Choyofaque.

https://youtu.be/Y73S4CsdqAI?is=TDisoQK11MBZyGb6

Ahoy Surfers,

If you are going through some life altering process or feel like you could use some support upgrading your Brains Operating System to navigate whatever Chaos you are moving through or simply need a space for deep reflection, witnessing and being held in emergence, I have a special offer still running:

As this summer ChaoSurfing has turned 5 years, I am offering 5x 90 minutes Coaching Sessions for 555 Euros in a package.

This will be the last offer at this rate as I need to adjust my pricing after 5 years.

Let me know if you are up for a deep dive journey into your self.

Also: pass it along if you know of anybody that could use this support.

Cheers and Choyofaque

Mariana

⚓ Ahoy Surfers!

Save the Date!

On Saturday, July 18th, we'll be opening the very first MythOS Playground at Volkspark Friedrichshain.

Expect quests, mysterious artefacts, playful encounters, and the chance to earn Tarot cards, map prints, and other curious treasures.

More details will follow on Monday.
For now, gather your crew, mark your calendars, and prepare to play.

Bring your friends.

🍏 Hail Eris!

THE OCTAGON OF WONDER -
An afternoon of Maps, Magick and Mischief


Hear ye, curious wanderers!

On the 18th of July, an Octogon of Wonder shall emerge in Volkspark Friedrichshain.

Your first quest: find the tent where consciousness research meets playful mischief.

Within, we’ll explore the landscapes of the mind, gamify your nervous system, and chart new maps of self-discovery.

Expect magick, quests, and treasures for the mind.

Bring your friends and let the Octogon be your gateway to an afternoon of maps, magick, and mischief.

Let the adventure begin!

Join our telegram group to get the scoops.

Every adventure begins with a map...

Some maps help us find our way through the world. Others invite us to get delightfully lost for a while.

This one has been quietly evolving over the last few years and, somewhere along the way, it stopped behaving like a map and started behaving like a place.

So... next Saturday we'll see what happens when a map escapes the page.

A curious little place called The Octagon of Wonder will appear somewhere in Volkspark Friedrichshain, where a handful of MythOS Agents will be dealing quests into different territories of this strange landscape. Expect playful psychomagic, Tarot, curious experiments, and a healthy dose of maps, magic & mischief.

If this map awakens your inner explorer... consider this your invitation.

🏴‍☠️ The Octagon of Wonder
An Afternoon of Maps, Magick & Mischief

📍 Volkspark Friedrichshain
🗓 Saturday, July 18

⚓️ Answer the signal and receive the coordinates:

Come find the Octagon...
We'll take it from there.

🍏 Hail Eris.