it feels like life has been one step forward and three steps back a lot lately. because no matter what; I circle back to the same damn feeling everytime.

how to bribe me:

the devil couldn't reach me so he made me feel like I don't belong.

we hoped to grow up soon just because we thought growing up meant freedom. what a joke.

I have this urge to learn everything.

I am both dumber and smarter than you think. never estimate me.

ay baba

"I am who I am. I don't try to be anybody else or act in any way. I've been always the same idiot."
- sebastian vettel

built my walls so well so no one could get in, but now I myself can't get out.

I'm fine as long as I am constantly distracted and busy.

"accepting it cause what the fuck else can I do" era.

"too young to be rushing things, but too old to be wasting time."

"maybe you don't even exist in this future that you're so worried about."

making jokes and laughing about it.

where do I run when home doesn't feel like home anymore.

hate it when kids cry and scream in public. you don't have real problems, that should be me who's crying and screaming. ME.

being sensitive is so embarrassing, like how am I supposed to tell someone that I'm upset because their energy felt a little off and I thought they hate me.

take me back to how life felt when I had no responsibilities and could watch trashy 12 episode animes all day.

remember kids, if you're not happy single, you won't be happy taken. happiness comes from motorcycles, not relationshits. buy a bike.