the older I get the more I understand why some people choose to disappear, and live a quiet life in a cabin in the middle of nowhere.

"it's all messy: the hair, the bed, the words, the heart, life."
- william lear

so many books to read, films to watch, music to listen to, art to praise, languages to learn, places to see, people to meet, mistakes to make, goals to achieve and memories to make, but so little time.

it feels like life has been one step forward and three steps back a lot lately. because no matter what; I circle back to the same damn feeling everytime.

how to bribe me:

the devil couldn't reach me so he made me feel like I don't belong.

we hoped to grow up soon just because we thought growing up meant freedom. what a joke.

I have this urge to learn everything.

I am both dumber and smarter than you think. never estimate me.

ay baba

"I am who I am. I don't try to be anybody else or act in any way. I've been always the same idiot."
- sebastian vettel

built my walls so well so no one could get in, but now I myself can't get out.

I'm fine as long as I am constantly distracted and busy.

"accepting it cause what the fuck else can I do" era.

"too young to be rushing things, but too old to be wasting time."

"maybe you don't even exist in this future that you're so worried about."

making jokes and laughing about it.