summer fit

i held the stuffed bunny. it was wet from my tears. i whispered "what do we do?".

ای کاش همینطوری که اینجا دراز کشیدم با تار و پود تختم یکی بشم و فرم انسانیمو از دست بدم و دیگه لازم نباشه بلند شم یا چیزی بخورم یا هیچ فکری داشته باشم یا هیچی حس کنم دلم میخواد مغزمو بپاشونم رو دیواااار

literally have never let anything go in my entire life

why dont u let go it's goneeee it's over and will never be like before

khar

us human beings are nothing but vessels of poop and pee. we just walk around like a bag of poop. every human you see is probably packed with a load of poop just walking around. just think about that. stop intellectualizing your life you're just a The Carrier of The Poop.

today i almost ruined my whole future and youth twice

TWICE today i had enough adrenaline rush for 50 lifetimes

what the hell is up with everything actually

how am i still alive

i always suddenly stop liking someone like it definitely DEFINITELY happens with everybody like i see something about them that makes it impossible for me to see the person the same EVER again but what the hell is this one exception like whatever this person does is suddenly sweet to me even the things i hate in literally anybody else but this person i think im developing a brain disorder because of it idk what's happening nooooooo

to me this is more important than it is to anybody else which is not something im proud of but it is what it is

i WILL kill myself

real footage of me last night defending sabrina carpenter to a bunch of boys like my life depends on it