i do billions of puzzles and shit in one day because my brain will convince me to jump in front of a train if i leave it untouched for a moment

sometimes i need to simply accept that the reason im losing my mind and hallucinating is because im tired/haven't had a meal yet/ need to poop

خسته‌امممممممم

this could be us btw

i DO like jazz now because of you 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

how do i put this

lowkey HATE unwanted attention

please treat me "normally"

or read the room perhaps

i do not enjoy being too close and in constant connection with almost anyone other than family and a partner or someone im in love with 😭, call it what u want

i need a certain personal space

enough being controversial ig

good night

nothing can save me in this situation and at this point other than getting hit by a car or something

why did i let it get like this

diedieidieidiieidieidieidieidieidieidieieiei

انسان عجیبه

چون یه دونه اتفاق خوب سه روز پیش افتاده الان حتی بهم بگن دنیا داره به آخر میرسه هم نمیتونم کاملا اذیت بشم یعنی با بدترین خبر دنیا هم نمیتونم کاملا ناراحت بشم یعنیییی دارم جدی به گاااا میرم ولی ته دلم گیگل میکنم ای قدرت تریاک (دلوژن)