I never should’ve quit writing

She’d be so disappointed in me

I’d finally die in peace if I were fluent in French

I’m taking this as a sign

I feel so embarrassed for not reading and learning like I used to and this is bullshit

Gotta become obsessed with my potential

This city doesn’t care who I was back home

Short hair totally took my spark away

Being a survivor has been my worst experience

I got the ick 5 times today

I got a 98/100 on my French exam today I just know she’d be proud

I treat myself like I’m my own dead wife cuz ik exactly how much she wanted to be loved

I’ve two of my best friends sleeping next to me while I’m playing them jazz