I’m taking this as a sign

I feel so embarrassed for not reading and learning like I used to and this is bullshit

Gotta become obsessed with my potential

This city doesn’t care who I was back home

Short hair totally took my spark away

Being a survivor has been my worst experience

I got the ick 5 times today

I got a 98/100 on my French exam today I just know she’d be proud

I treat myself like I’m my own dead wife cuz ik exactly how much she wanted to be loved

I’ve two of my best friends sleeping next to me while I’m playing them jazz

خیلی برام تلخه که عشق توی ذهنم چیزیه که با فقدان برابره. مخصوصا توی دوستی هام. هیچوقت اونجوری که باید عشق رو پذیرا نیستم و شاید برای همونه که هیچوقت به صورت کامل شامل حالم نمیشه. همیشه برام درک پذیر بوده که موردعشق‌ترین آدم زندگی کسی نباشم

It’s been so long since I’ve tried to talk ab my feelings in Persian. I forgot how I love it

I want to be the light. I want to leave people a little warmer than I found them

I love packing up for trips tho it makes me remember I can eventually run away

“We accept the love we think we deserve” man how did i forget ab that

Will I ever learn goddamn Bita