⁃ END THIS MISERY OF EXISTENCE, END MY WHOLE FUCKING FAMILY, THESE MISERABLE IDIOTS WHO NEVER HAD AN ORIGINAL THOUGHT IN THEIR LIFE, END MY SISTER WHO IS SO PERFECT THAT IT JUST MAKES ME WANT TO STRANGLE HER WITH MY OWN HANDS, END THIS FUCKING CIVILIZATION WHO IS ONLY ABLE TO DESTROY ANYTHING THAT BARELY STARTS TO LIVE, DESTROY IT ALL, IT’S ALL SHIT AND ALWAYS WAS
⁃ YES, YES!!!
⁃ AND DEAR GOD, DONT EVER MAKE ME MEET THIS CUNT AGAIN, IF OTHER LIVES EXIST - LET IT BE THE LAST ONE. I CANT DO THIS SHIT AGAIN. I CANT.
⁃ NOOO DANYAAAAH I love you!!
⁃ I don’t know you, you fucking idiot!!!
⁃ You just have to remember!
⁃ There is nothing to remember! There is nothing, only void, it’s all just chaos, there is no grand narrative, there is nothing, we are all just a mistake that should be wiped away!
⁃ ….
⁃ You are just delusional, you just want me to be a part of your insanity. I have my own fucking insanity, and it’s pure NOTHING, IT’S GOING INSANE ABOUT ALL OF IT MEANING NOTHING!!
⁃ ….You have a dream about a yellow umbrella flying away on the beach. It always ends the same - you run towards it and it gets harder and harder, you feet are getting stuck and you get drowned in the sand, someone pulled you down and as your head gets buried under the sand you hear screams so loud you wake up shaking.
⁃ Who- how are you-
⁃ I have the same dream. Well, had. It was torturing me for years after my parents died. I was waking up like that every night and I wasn’t able to go to school, so my aunt started to give me pills that were supposed to make them go away. But all it did is that when I was drowning in the sand I wasn’t able to wake up. I was just hearing screams for hours until I was woken up by her to go to school. I don’t know why but I wasn’t able to communicate that to her, so I was sleeping like that for months. And hearing these screams became a norm for me, I had no choice, but to surrender. I didn’t know what else to do. And at some point I started to discern what they were screaming. Do you know what they are screaming?
⁃ ….
⁃ …..
⁃ “Remember”
⁃ “Remember”
⁃ it doesn’t makes sense.
⁃ I know
⁃ You can’t. You can’t know this. You can’t be here. You are not here. This is not happening. This is a fucking hallucination, this is just impossible. I can’t deal with this. The fucking. The world. It’s ending. None of it matters. None of it real.
⁃ YOU CAN STOP THE END OF THE WORLD
⁃ STOP SAYING THAT
⁃ YOU CAN STOP THE END OF THE WORLD, DANYAH, YOU CAN!! JUST DO IT!!
⁃ I DONT KNOW HOW
⁃ REMEMBER!!!
⁃ HOW CAN I REMEMBER SOMETHING I DONT KNOW!
⁃ There is more to your existence than only this life!!! You know all of it!
⁃ This isn’t real
⁃ Nothing is! It’s a fucking game!
⁃ STOP SAYING THINGS! THEY DONT MEAN ANYTHING!
⁃ I mean it!
⁃ AHHHHHHH
⁃ …..
⁃ I can’t do anything.
⁃ “Remember”
⁃ This is the stupidest fucking advise. “Remember”. THANKS A LOT, SCREAMS THAT HAUNTED ME FOR MY WHOLE LIFE, GREAT DIRECTION
⁃ It did helped me. I did remember.
⁃ What did you remember? That you are a fucking god? You? You are just an egotistical maniac!
⁃ Are you afraid to be an egotistical maniac AS WE WAIT FOR THE END OF THE WORLD? IS THIS YOUR FUCKING PRIORITY RIGHT NOW? TO SAVE YOURSELF FROM BEING CRINGE? WHO CARES??? MILLIONS OF UNIVERSES ARE DYING RIGHT NOW, THIS VERY MOMENT, AND YOU ARE AFRAID TO BELIEVE YOU ARE GOD?
⁃ sure. SURE. I am a GOD. I chose to create this ugly fucking world to suffer in. Poof, it fixed everything. Happy now?
⁃ I am!!! Good job! Feeling different now?
⁃ NO, YOU IDIOT!
⁃ Well, you will! Do you want to create another one?
⁃ What?
⁃ Another world. Do you want to create another one?
⁃ Are you joking right now? I just want to die. I can’t experience this anymore. You want me to create ANOTHER ONE?
⁃ Well, sure, this world sucks, but if it wouldn’t suck so much, would you? Like, if it would just be, idk, good for you?
⁃ Sure. Sure! A world that doesn’t suck! Poof!
⁃ What is there?
⁃ I don’t know, a fucking sense, a reason, something that would make life have any fucking meaning

⁃ A world that is kinda fun?
⁃ Sure. Kinda fun.
⁃ Well. I wish for the one too.
⁃ Great. Now it’s all fixed. Thanks a lot, Houdini.
⁃ No problem
⁃ That was a sarcasm, we are still all going to die.
⁃ Yeah, but it’s kinda mandatory. You kinda have to die to be reborn.
⁃ Stop saying weird shit.
⁃ I will if you will unlock me.
⁃ I don’t have the key.
⁃ You don’t have the key?
⁃ I don’t.
⁃ Why did you lock me?
⁃ Dude because I don’t care. Police should have came and took you away, and now, since they won’t come, I guess you will die here, near the radiator, sitting on the floor.
⁃ Do you have a saw?
⁃ A saw? Is it a fucking carpentry for you?
⁃ An axe? A hammer? Anything??
⁃ Dude don’t freak out, who cares?
⁃ I DONT WANT TO BE LOCKED!!
⁃ AND I DONT WANT TO BE RAPED AND KILLED BY A FUCKING PSYCHO BEFORE THE END OF THE WORLD! YOU ARE GOING TO DIE SOON ANYWAY, WHY DO YOU CARE?
⁃ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
⁃ Oh my god WHAT THE FUCK!!
⁃ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
⁃ DUDE SHUT IT
⁃ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
⁃ JESUS, OKAY, OKAY, I had a hammer somewhere, don’t loose your shit, my head hurts. We’re was it. Here, let me try and smash it.
⁃ Let me do it myself!
⁃ I won’t give you a hammer, are you nuts?
⁃ You will smash my hand!
⁃ I will if you will continue to be so fucking annoying?? Move away, let me do it.
⁃ AHHHH
⁃ I didn’t even touch you or the handcuffs, why the fuck are you screaming
⁃ AHHHHHHH
⁃ DUDE,,,,!!!
⁃