Mabel Journal Thingy
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But I really really really want to die
Like fuck everything hurts
And I post here hoping someone can help somehow but I have no clue how anyone could ever help
I just listen to music to try to distract my brain but I still can't focus and apparently I'm not trying hard enough or something
It all just hurts
I want to be pretty
I wish I had bigger boobs or was happier or less hairy and just
It's all Petty shit I guess?
Maybe I'm just a needy bitch?
Maybe it's all fake and I'm just so deluded
Most of my friends are fake anyway apparently or have I just pushed them away?
I can't tell anymore
Is it all just a lie to cry for attention
I don't know anymore
I just want others to be happy
And I want to be happy sometimes
Ok I'm gonna shut up and go to sleep
Love you
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