I feel so alone even though I'm next to my oldest friends
Why
Why do I feel ignored
Why do they ignore me
I just feel like an annoyance
I don't think I want to be here I don't want to be here they make me so sad and I just keep remembering I don't do anything with anyone while all these people have so much fun with each other. I don't like being me I don't think I want to be here anymore
Alive or, here, or anywhere maybe

Supposed to be silent broadcast dangit

there are like
a bunch of "friends" i have that i really wish i was friends with but whenever i message them they never ever, ever respond. for a while i would send them all a message like everyday just being like "yo hope you're doing well" but i'm just realising that it hurts so much to just message people to never be responded to. and i feel so bad whenever i do it but these people do it for months sometimes and i just want to cry so i messaged some of them just being like "i honestly just can't do this anymore" and like i feel like such a shitty person for saying that they hurt me because obviously i shouldn't be granted basic human respects or whatever right? idk. life is a cunt. I'm gonna go listen to music and regret my decisions

Someone just called me a catch idk how to feel

someone just called me a valkyrie and i actually feel really cool

someone yelling at me because i was talking to my sister rather than helping him win at apex legends. cool bean.

"you're like 80 in non vaccinated years"

lmao

Suddenly not feeling great

My friend is encouraging me to go by Bee

Rather than May

And I'm considering cuz bee is so cutr

i need to remember what my therapist said about
me deserving basic human rights lol

it's 420

n i c e

do french people smoke weed or oui'd

My friend said the purest thing

When I came out

I love him thank you

OMG the taco Bell lady was so so nice