but i need to finish this class by tomorow

or i get moved to a different school

and that would be very bad

I wish I had a cat

I think I have ADHD

But my parent doesn't agree and just tells me to focus 🤔

I complimented someone's glasses and then I saw a little cat in her shirt pocket and I was just like "y'know i just really like your whole style" and she was like "thank you girlll" and I almost cried I'm so happy ;^;

I've gotten tea like everyday this week

I'm poor now lmao

https://t.me/torzone/1303
I'm not sure how that's relevant to my thing but cool beans

https://t.me/torzone/1307
Ah dont be sorry I said cool beans cuz in happy you got diagnosed

I'm not feeling well I'm sorry

I'm in so much pain I'm so nauseous too

Jufjdjdjsj

What I want to buy
-Chromecast audio
-socks
-food or something
Nice

I feel so alone even though I'm next to my oldest friends
Why
Why do I feel ignored
Why do they ignore me
I just feel like an annoyance
I don't think I want to be here I don't want to be here they make me so sad and I just keep remembering I don't do anything with anyone while all these people have so much fun with each other. I don't like being me I don't think I want to be here anymore
Alive or, here, or anywhere maybe

Supposed to be silent broadcast dangit

there are like
a bunch of "friends" i have that i really wish i was friends with but whenever i message them they never ever, ever respond. for a while i would send them all a message like everyday just being like "yo hope you're doing well" but i'm just realising that it hurts so much to just message people to never be responded to. and i feel so bad whenever i do it but these people do it for months sometimes and i just want to cry so i messaged some of them just being like "i honestly just can't do this anymore" and like i feel like such a shitty person for saying that they hurt me because obviously i shouldn't be granted basic human respects or whatever right? idk. life is a cunt. I'm gonna go listen to music and regret my decisions