happy pride n summer my buds!!!!!!!
for all lgbt+ folks who live in countries where pride is banned, illegal or unwelcome -- please stay safe & strong. we'll make it through. <з

average mood cycle of a borderline person aka me aka my mood swings today:

tw: mentions of unaliving oneself

- wake up ready to die (in a “kill me now” way, not in a “i’m going to slay this monster and i don’t care if it kills me” way)
- kinda productive and ready to conquer the world
- horny AS FUCK
- normal..?
- still normal? doing stuff, chillin
- suddenly very very tired
- lowkey splitting?
- SUICIDAL IDEATION
- please kill me now i can’t live here anymore, im not ok, i wish i could cry so hard my eyes would bleed
- oh ok so i went outside to chill and breathing helps
- i’m super fucking tired
- eating and coming back to my senses
- im fine! cracking jokes! back to normal!
- im great! jamming!
- im the hottest person alive
- im going to throw up


(the day isn’t over yet btw)

so real

so bpd is just emotional werewolf but every 2 hours instead of every full moon

i think that's the reason i could be potentially misdiagnosed with bipolar
it feels like globally bpd x bipolar misdiagnosis is so real