Good morning day#12

Good morning ppl day #13

I realized that I can’t really put my thoughts and feelings into words in a coherent way. I spend most of my time inside my own head.
Even explaining simple things can be hard for me because I struggle to get the words out. It’s even worse in group settings where my brain either freezes, or I start rambling about something else and end up making a fool out of myself. It’s something I’ve struggled with for a long time.
I used to get jealous of people who could articulate their thoughts and speak confidently. I always wondered what was wrong with me.
What’s funny is that I’m even like this with my family,I got so used to silence that sometimes I forget to speak at all. Even my mom asks me why I’m so quiet while we’re sitting together, even though nothing is wrong. Most of the time, I’m just existing in the moment
I’m also not very good at giving comforting words. To people who don’t know me well, I probably come across as cold or detached, like I don’t care. But the truth is, I stay quiet because I’m afraid of saying the wrong thing and making things worse.
But I do want to change one step at a time, hopefully

Good morning Day #14 . Time to hit the road ......