‏"أتذكر ذلك اليوم جيدًا، لم أنم، و بالرغم من ألمي لم أذرف الدمع حتى، و لكنني بقيت هادئًا و صامدًا في مكاني، لم أصرخ، لم أقل كلمةً واحدة، منذ ذلك الحين و أنا لا أشعر أن الذي بجوفي قلب، بل حُطام."

فيه جملة في مسلسل reasons why 13 بتقول " I can love you and still let you go " يعني أنا ممكن أحبك و أسمحلك تمشي واخسرك..كوني اني بحبك مش معناه اني استحملك وانت بتأذيني وبتعمل حجات تزعلني ، اه ممكن أفضل أحبك بيني وبين نفسي لكن لو لقيتك بتأذيني هخسرك و هدوس على قلبي عادي جداً.

Maybe you're not in love anymore.
Maybe you just got so used to the idea of him being there that you now can't let go when the world is giving you thousands of reasons to. You're afraid to let go of the comfort of his hands because it's the only hand you've been holding on to for a long time. Maybe it's the comfort you're afraid of losing, not the person. Maybe. We never know. And probably, never will.

I tell you, there are instances that the person whom you have high expectations will also be the one to give you great frustration.

Life's like that.

i sleep thinking i am enough
then wake up realizing im wrong.

DJ Snake ft. Justin Bieber - let Me love you

her smile 🤍🤍

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 ✨
_ 𝑨𝒏𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒏 𝑬

mood

I'm so bored, but i'll never be bored enough to talk 2 ppl.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here..

🎶 "Creep" by Radiohead