let that one last
song bring back all
the broken memories.

just to see if I'm already
fine.

you're worth it
to be in someone's poetry.

Her eyes are sad,
it look so blue
She might look tough
but it's not true
When you bend down,
her knees are break
She feels engulfed,
drowned in lake

Everyone deserves a
second chance,
but not everyone
make it lasts

11:11

To All the Boys: P.S. I Still Love You 💔

‏"أتذكر ذلك اليوم جيدًا، لم أنم، و بالرغم من ألمي لم أذرف الدمع حتى، و لكنني بقيت هادئًا و صامدًا في مكاني، لم أصرخ، لم أقل كلمةً واحدة، منذ ذلك الحين و أنا لا أشعر أن الذي بجوفي قلب، بل حُطام."

فيه جملة في مسلسل reasons why 13 بتقول " I can love you and still let you go " يعني أنا ممكن أحبك و أسمحلك تمشي واخسرك..كوني اني بحبك مش معناه اني استحملك وانت بتأذيني وبتعمل حجات تزعلني ، اه ممكن أفضل أحبك بيني وبين نفسي لكن لو لقيتك بتأذيني هخسرك و هدوس على قلبي عادي جداً.

Maybe you're not in love anymore.
Maybe you just got so used to the idea of him being there that you now can't let go when the world is giving you thousands of reasons to. You're afraid to let go of the comfort of his hands because it's the only hand you've been holding on to for a long time. Maybe it's the comfort you're afraid of losing, not the person. Maybe. We never know. And probably, never will.

I tell you, there are instances that the person whom you have high expectations will also be the one to give you great frustration.

Life's like that.