And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened.

I hate that i'm so absent minded as a person. I don't start conversations, I can barely maintain them. I'm so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can't even keep up small talk and Im just so dissapointed in myself.

Hey you can tell the world.

That you’re leaving.

And you can pack your bags.

And spread you wings.

And you can tell them all.

that it’s over.

But while you wave goodbye.

I'll be getting closer.

Suddenly,
you stopped coming back.

You stopped coming back
when you realized that
you're left
with nothing to break in me.

O holy Night.

The Stars are brigtly shining.

It's the night.

of our dear Savior's birth

From the vampire diaries Season 3 episode 9

Sometimes you feel like you’re stuck in a time loop with someone you go and go then fond yourself again with them or into them.

It doesn’t make sense but it does happen always.