The four stages of a day off:

1. I will do so much stuff
2. Later I'll do a lot of stuff
3. Eventually, I'll do some stuff
4. Oh, no

Sometimes your heart cries, while your eyes are dry. And I think that’s the worst.

I'm not like them, but I can pretend.

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"There was a person who understand me."

Always be alone in the dark nights..

الحقيقيون لا يتحمِلُهُم أحَدْ

I hate it when you start to cry about one thing, and then you start crying about everything

11:11

I feel unspeakably lonely. And I feel – drained. It is a blank state of mind and soul I cannot describe to you as I think it would not make any difference. Also it is a very private feeling I have – that of melting into a perpetual nervous breakdown. I am often questioning myself what I further want to do, who I further wish to be; which parts of me, exactly, are still functioning properly. No answers, darling. At all.

I wasn't myself for weeks and nobody noticed.