"How do you tell people? How do you tell them that you’re exhausted even though you slept for 10 hours? How do you tell them that you need a break from talking and smiling and simply being near them? How do you tell them that although you love them, you so desperately need to be alone tonight?"
I will never let anyone ruin my life, I'm way too good at ruining it all by myself.
The four stages of a day off:
1. I will do so much stuff
2. Later I'll do a lot of stuff
3. Eventually, I'll do some stuff
4. Oh, no
1. I will do so much stuff
2. Later I'll do a lot of stuff
3. Eventually, I'll do some stuff
4. Oh, no
A year ago, everything was different. I wouldn’t have pictured myself like this. And now that I look back, I have realized that a year can do a lot to a person.
Learn to let go, Not everyone
in your life is meant to stay.
in your life is meant to stay.
I hate it when you start to cry about one thing, and then you start crying about everything
I feel unspeakably lonely. And I feel – drained. It is a blank state of mind and soul I cannot describe to you as I think it would not make any difference. Also it is a very private feeling I have – that of melting into a perpetual nervous breakdown. I am often questioning myself what I further want to do, who I further wish to be; which parts of me, exactly, are still functioning properly. No answers, darling. At all.