I thought I don't love you anymore, that "us" is already buried in the past and those moments are already memories but I played just one song with lyrics that are exactly the words that describes us, just one song and I knew I am not over with you yet. realization that hits me the most.

I hate being stuck between "keep trying" and "why bother"

كانت سنه سوده فعلاً يا بومة

me: *crying*

someone: don't cry. you have your whole life ahead of you.

me: *cries harder*

‏ لا تشرح لأحدٍ طريقة حبّك.. ولا طريقة حزنك.. ولا الطريقة التي تكتب بها.. ولا لماذا هذه الأغنية تحديدًا.. ولا لماذا تستيقظ في وقت متأخر من الليل.. ولا لماذا تفضّل الكلمات الموجعة.. ولا لماذا لا تنسى.. لا أحد له علاقة بهذا.. لا أحد سيفهم شيئًا من هذا.. لا تشرح شعورك لأحد.

لا بنشرح

Alone in Deserted island

If you love summer more than winter , we can't be friends anymore sorry.

I feel like am already tired tomorrow

blocking people isn't enough anymore I need a gun

If a boy likes you doesn't matter , boys like every girl.

Look at those people in the eyes, those people who don't believe in love—and you can tell, they were once the strongest believers of it.

I believe in the person I want to become.

‏دائماً ما أختلق لنفسي بعض المُغامرات في خيالي ، واصطنع لنفسي حياة ما ، لأنني أريد أن أعيش بأية طريقة .