some lonely nights
it feels like there's a massive of explosions inside me—
unrecognizable black holes and waves of aches,
and i was tiptoeing
over these words i despise
i abandoned and forgotten
so it won't thrive
like i always feed them
with my sadness
it crashes me,
my ghost roaming
and still searching for
existence in the likeness
of darkness, or that shadow
hauting me every dawn
every breath that i unleashes
when will they cease to catch me giving vent?
and let me live.
it feels like there's a massive of explosions inside me—
unrecognizable black holes and waves of aches,
and i was tiptoeing
over these words i despise
i abandoned and forgotten
so it won't thrive
like i always feed them
with my sadness
it crashes me,
my ghost roaming
and still searching for
existence in the likeness
of darkness, or that shadow
hauting me every dawn
every breath that i unleashes
when will they cease to catch me giving vent?
and let me live.
"الناس اليوم مغرمون بالوجبات السريعة، بالإنجازات السريعة، بالأفكار السريعة، بالعلاقات السريعة، بكل شيء لا يستهلك وقتًا، ليس حفاظًا على الوقت؛ إنما خوفًا من الملل والضجر، هربًا من أن يستغرقهم التأمل في شيء فتفوتهم أشياء، فلا عجب ألا تجد في هذه الحياة شيئًا من روح الحياة."
There is always a part of my mind that is preparing for the worst, and another part of my mind that believes if I prepare enough for it, the worst won't happen.
THE BLUE LIGHT𐚁ֶָ๋࣭֢
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Maybe happiness is this: not feeling like you should be elsewhere, doing something else, being someone else.
Even in the times you are too drained to communicate, you will always remember who chose to invade your shell. We all have times when we are too consumed to open the door, and sometimes it requires nothing but someone who cares enough to sneak out of the window!
Loving someone should never require abandoning ourselves in the process. Love is where we go to become more of who we are, not less.
Sometimes what you’re most afraid of doing the very thing that will set you free.
“Shut life off for a little bit. Go to a dark place in your mind and figure out what the fuck you want to be. You don’t know what you want to be because you haven’t spent real time with yourself. Spend time with yourself, trust me. And once you find that passion and that purpose, your goals… will start lining up and then you’ll find that courage to start that journey from 20% [of your potential] to 100%.”