I've changed? No, I just grew up. I stopped letting people push me around, I learned that I can't always be happy, I accepted reality.

I want to meet someone who makes me feel calm the way music does.

The truth is
We’re not easy to love
We sometimes get too angry
Too quiet
Or say things we don’t mean

But with all that, still, some people decide to stay and love us with all our moods'

‌‎على سبيلِ الكرامةِ :
لا تطرق بابَ من لا يهتمُّ بأمرِكَ
فعدم سؤالِهِ عنكَ رسالةٌ غيرُ مباشرةٍ عنوانُها :
" اكتفيتُ مِنكَ "
لا تجرحْ كبرياءَ يدك
كي لا يُحفَرَ ذلَّها في ذاكرة الخشبِ طويلاً !

If I'm a melody,
Would you sing me?

If I'm a book,
Would you waste your time to read me

and when all the happy people tell themselves to be surrounded with positivity, where do the sad ones go?

you are my favorite galaxy
in the universe
that
full of black holes

I am not alone, but I am simply alone, in the crowded isolation.

I can't force my mind to believe as long as it warned me and didn't respond.

No one understands what it means to meet traumas in complete silence, to smile in front of situations that tempt you to cry, no one understands what it means to boil inside you while you are at the height of stability !! .