THE BLUE LIGHT𐚁ֶָ๋࣭֢
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يناير /10/ 2020
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It is cold, under the flesh, under the bones, How can I warm up my soul?
There are wounds that never show on the body that are deeper and more hurtful than anything that bleeds.
I love feeling alone
In the midst of loud people
Where the resonant voices
Fills my mind with prominency.

The sudden urge to isolate myself
Breaking the walls is something I regret
To remember why I built them so high;
I may be with you but am I truly there?

As I venture into the calm vast of ocean
Aware of its menace underneath
I couldn't help but to jump right to it—
To drown is on me.

I love feeling alone
In the midst of nice and wicked
For I can see what I've gotten myself into—
Missing in consideration of others.

I've been alone
Reveled of its convenience
I know what's happening around
Ask me and be shocked of my long silence.
Why should you worry about the future? You don’t even know the present properly.

Take care of the present and the future will take care of itself.
What if the monster that you're running away from is you all along?
THE BLUE LIGHT𐚁ֶָ๋࣭֢
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We all search for a place where we can feel that we are belong or maybe a person who we feel can be true to us and can get along until everything lasts. Each corner or in someone's arm can be our home, yet not all of it can treat us as their own.

Searching is easy. The only difficult is to be confronted by their decision, for we are only bound in two options, it is to be fortunately accepted or unluckily rejected.

Being accepted is a greatest gift and mostly a warmest welcome. But if you face the other way around, it is not your fault of what and who you have become. There's a lot of door yet to be opened. And there's a lot of window yet to be sneaked in. Keep searching and don't be discourage of not getting a home; because sometimes searching is the only thing that will not leave us alone.

I seek. You search. And someday, we will all can find and be found.
Your name will always be highlighted on my sight, it will always struck my heart with thunder and let off hundreds of butterflies in my stomach.
I knew we needed to withdraw when the feeling of in security became insecurity.
Is it really the timing that is bad? Or do we only make it as an excuse everytime we can't have the people that we love?

Stop blaming the time if it is perfect or not because surely, it doesn't change the fact that some people come into your life just to mess you up, break you, and shatter your soft heart.

It isn't the time that is the culprit.

I don't believe in bad timing.
But bad people? Yes.
Forwarded from anxiety (غاليۃ العرفيے)
"الأسلوب دائمًا، ما يجعلنا نكمل الحديث مع أحدهم أو نتجنبه تمامًا."

- ونستون تشرشل
Don't ever think that a part of me died when you left. No, it gave me the opportunity to save parts of me that were already succumbing. It has put me in a perfect position where I was able to replenish what you've depleted and restore what you've already corrupted. That very moment was my greatest awakening. I stayed for myself and all of me got revived.

After all, I should thank you for leaving.
It's okay to mess up.
It's okay to make mistakes.
It's okay to fail.
We are here to grow.
We are here to learn.
We are here to experience life and every emotion to the fullest.
We are not here to prove a point
And we are not here to be perfect
Losing respect for someone is always such a weird thing because you don't hate the person, you just don't feel the need to talk to them again or even think about them in the same way, you're just done..