Sometimes the best way to appreciate something is to be without it for a while.
pain changes people, it makes them trust less, overthink more, and shut people out
i feel myself changing. i don't laugh the same anymore, i don't smile the same, or talk the same. i'm just so tired and mentally exhausted.
i hate this feeling like i'm here, but i'm not. like someone cares but they don't. it's like i belong somewhere anywhere but here.
my only relief is to sleep, when i'm sleeping, i'm not sad, i'm not angry, i'm not scared, i'm not hurting, i'm not lonely. i'm just nothing
i hate getting flashbacks from things you don't want to remember. it feels like your heart suddenly drops and anxiety starts taking you over
Forwarded from SHE (MORNIN)
All I know, Loving you is a losing game.