we make each other alive. Does it matter if it hurts?

I'm always anxious, thinking I'm not living my life to the fullest.

‏لعلك لم تنتبه أن ما أجلتَ قوله لم يعد بوسعك أن تقوله أبدًا.

لا يُمكنك أن تؤثر في شخص لا يهتم بك ، إنه لا يراك ، لا يرى كل محاولاتك تلك التي تفعلها لتجذبه ، لا يرى كيف تحزن بعدها ولا كيف تعاقب نفسك ولا يشعر بآلاف القرارات التي تتخذها بشأنه وبشأنك معه ، أنت تسرف في الظهور على أرضه ولكنه لا يهتم ولا يرى.

I'm not a perfect person

People stick together because they're weak. We lean on each other. That's what makes us humans.

“تُنسى كأَنّكَ لَم تَكُن”
— محمود درويش

Psycho but it's okay (series)

— The Boy Who Fed On Nightmares.

“So... don't forget any of it. Remember it all and overcome it. If you don't overcome it, you'll always be a kid whose soul never grows.”

“The boy woke up from another awful nightmare. Bad memories from the past that he wanted to erase from his head were replayed in his dreams every night and haunted him nonstop. The boy was terrified of falling asleep. So one day, he went to the witch and begged: 'Please get rid of all my bad memories so that I won't ever have a nightmare again. Then I will do everything you ask'.”

Don't lie to yourself about who you are,

about being the kind and good one all the time, sometimes you are not, sometimes you slip, you didn't act as you were supposed to, sometimes you are needy, other times you are slefish, sometimes it wasn't you palying the heroic part , sometimes you cannot listen,
somtimes it's your mistake not anyone's,
don't victimze yourself , it's okay you have flwas and you deal with them, be honest with yourself to be better

The first step is always the hardest. But once you take your first step, things will get easier from then on.