أنا لستُ أفضَل أُخت ، لستُ أفضَل صديقَة وبالتأكيد لستُ أفضَل حبيبَة ، لستُ. الأفضَل علَى الإطلاق ، صَدِّقُونِي .

And with u Im all recovering again.

انا أسف يا نفسي ، ﻷني أجبرتك على أبتﻼع هذا الكم ألهائل ألسخيف ألمتعب من أﻻفكار.

When you learn the lesson the lesson will stop showing up.

تزوج تلك التي ستهتم ؛
بك في المستشفى بعد ان تأتيك جلطة من تصرفاتها . .

شخص مثلي مريضُ تفاصيل، تستفزه الفاصلة ان لم تكُن فـ موضعها الصحيح و النقطة وان لم يكتمل الكلام، فكيف لتفاصيلك ؟

U know what?
Its okay..
Its okay to hate me
Its okay to make me feel worthless
Its okay to break my heart
I hate me too..
So its okay
Really.

Here I'm again, laying on the bed while thinking of how useless I am.

Sleeping with a heavy heart and teary eyes is the worst.

— "I am not perfect. I say stupid things sometimes. I laugh when I'm not supposed to. I have scars left by people who did me wrong.

I'm a little crazy, and probably won't change. Love me or not. But I make a promise, that if I love you, I do it with a full heart."

then i hugged myself and cried...

— "Sometimes you can't explain what you see in a person. It's just the way they take you to a place where no one else can."

— "Never forget how far you have come and everything you have gotten through. All the times you have pushed on even when you felt you couldn't. All the mornings you got out of bed no matter how hard it was.

All the time you wanted to give up but you got through another day. Never forget how much strength you have learned and developed along the way."

الكلام هذا كله كتبته ف قناتي القديمة نحمد ربي اني حافظته عندي 😞