My sleeping time isn't so fucked up.

Look at yourself the way
you want to be seen
Do not get bothered with
people who are making you less
Just try to picture them as mirrors
That when you look at them,
you'll see you

Being tired of loving you
is called "never gonna happen"

I am here
but I have never
been seen

Now I know the feeling of losing interest in the things I used to do and love. This doesn't feel right.

Sometimes, I just want to be remembered. Not by name but of my words, my thoughts and my feelings.

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Maybe I am just getting used to all the things that happen almost everytime, I feel nothing anymore.

You can't really hold on to someone, 'cause the tighter you hold on to them, the more they wanna slip away.

(Kissing Booth 2) movie